Just yesterday, having nothing better to do, I was intently raping my computer with my attention and, quite by accident, I discovered amazing, long-forgotten relics.
His early texts.
What I wrote millions of years ago, when the important things that happened in my life did not happen, and were not even planned to happen.
What I wrote then, when I couldn’t write at all (I speak as if I can now).
But I wanted to write, I wanted to tell, I wanted to reveal myself through the word, I wanted to retell everything that my eye saw.
And now I want to share this treasure – my initial works.
Maybe it will be funny to read, maybe it will be sad because of the events that I described there, maybe it will just be sweet and tearful, or maybe you don’t care at all who I am and what I do now and did before.
In any case, I hope that if you read this, you will like it, despite the fact that the text below was written by a small, naive child. Although it has a certain charm, I think.
Let’s go.

«Seems like an ordinary https://wilberforceinstitute.uk/what-is-responsible-gambling date. December 22. Saturday. Some are studying, some are working, some are relaxing. But for our school creative studio “Teatral” on this day the difference between these three types of activities was erased. We had a performance.The performance itself is not an easy task. All this preparation, long rehearsals, work on roles is exhausting, but, nevertheless, I did not say that it is not interesting and unnecessary. On this day, our entire creative team studied. With the exception of me – I was sick, but still came early and helped our leader Sergei with the organization of this process (arranging the stage, laying out the costumes, etc.).d.).Sergei’s friend, Alexey, works in the NGO “Perspectives” project – “Peterhof”. Free time». His task is to organize trips for his wards in accordance with their wishes. Here’s what Alexey himself says: “Trips for our students are one of the main opportunities to communicate with the outside world, so it’s important for them!“And his “wards” are people with some kind of impairment, be it mental, physical, mental. So our friend thought that why go somewhere far away, and invited our studio to show the performance. Without thinking twice, we decided that there was no point in abandoning the idea. In addition, it will be very interesting for both parties.To be honest, I’ve been waiting for this day, this hour. I was really wondering how people, excuse me for being harsh, normal people, differ from those who, unfortunately, are not so lucky in life… It turns out that there is little difference.And so they arrived. At this time we settled in our “dressing room” and could not go out to meet them. But I’m lucky. By that time, they had not yet had time to put me on clothes/shoes, and Alexey invited me to talk with them. To be honest, I was so confused that I couldn’t immediately figure out what to talk about with people who, perhaps, had completely different interests and views on life. But the strength to think returned to me quite quickly, and the conversation began.The guys were very happy to see me. There were four of them in total, plus the coordinator of the “Free Time” project Valya and Alexey himself. We said hello and introduced ourselves. A conversation ensued. They turned out to be very sociable, they smiled a lot. They talked about their lives: it turns out that they also have their own theater, where they stage plays quite successfully. In addition to the theater, our friends have, so to speak, an Art Studio (actually, at the Peterhof boarding school). That’s what it’s called – Art Studio “Peterhof”. In this studio they have the opportunity to write poetry, prose and even paintings! These same paintings even participated in foreign exhibitions and took places. And their owners, of course, were given prizes. When communicating with these people, my soul somehow “cleansed” or something… I was struck by their sincerity, their desire to communicate, live, rejoice, they laughed like little children… I have never seen so much childish spontaneity. Perhaps this is their main difference from all other people. I will never forget how in response to my question “What do you expect from our event today??» Lyuba (we speak without last names) replied: «We are waiting… waiting for a good performance, a good mood!». Amazing. And we gave them a good performance. And good mood. I know. This was evident from their interested faces, from the happy expression of these same faces. They cared about what was happening on stage. What is it worth just to hear the joyful laughter of these amazing people standing behind the stage?! Fantasy. After playing three scenes, we took a break for 40 minutes, t.To. our guests needed to eat. Entertainment is entertainment, but you have to follow the rules. For this we even built a table from benches. They had food with them. We played the last 2 scenes. We came out, bowed, received our applause and with pure souls went to see off our now friends… To the question “Did you like it?”?»It was very nice to hear «Yes. «from all four, and in unison! They really liked it… – Come see us on Monday! We will also have a performance! – Oh, yes, they’ll come on Monday! Hooray! – Yes, yes, come, come! We will be waiting for you very, very much!Similar things were heard everywhere… We, of course, promised this to the best of our ability, but… Monday, school, and no one would let us go so easily… And so it happened… Only three people were able to come… I must say that the performance flew by quickly for me. It was a pleasure to play for these people. There was a feeling that this performance was somehow “homey”… We were not afraid to go on stage. We knew our viewers would love anything and everything. But our guys did not even think of playing relaxed – everyone understood that you need to give your all on stage even in front of one person in the same way as for five hundred. Fortunately, our permanent director Sergei set us up for this from the very beginning… That’s all. Our friends were put in a specially called car and they left.But I’m sure we will have more performances for them! And they have it for us… At least I really want it.»

P.S. The collaboration with Peterhof was long and happy, and we visited them many times ourselves, showed performances and even held joint football matches.
It was a bright time, I’ll tell you a secret.